Everyone never fully understand that, while I might be happy for a hile but I am not fully into the whole situation.
This is not what I should be concerning at this moment.
Yes, my actions can be a bit confusing.
Because, I starting to be relying and that is when I got to tell myself, no matter what others said, I got to set it slow and steady while looking out for signs of temptation.
Plus… This issue of mine is what I need to settle it.
So tough.
For the past 8 years, this thing has been with me.
I thought by getting saved and love God, it will naturally leave me, but I am wrong.
How wrong am I?
And now, I still hasn’t achieve what I want.
Such a pain now, isn’t it.
I will overcome! I make a decision and I going to do it.
