Burdens

There will always be burdens, but it is to who do we surrender these burdens to.

And I handling it over to God.

Abba Father, I believe You know the best for everyone.

=) Trust in You ALWAYS!

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Shocked

I never thought he will send me a basket with chocolate, bear and flowers.

I am shocked beyond words.

He is suppose to be in Thailand.

=X

Aw…

Glad to hear from him

Since I couldn’t share this on blogspot.

I shall do it here.

So glad to hear from him last night since it has been a few days since hw was at Thailand.

And so happy that he tried to contact me.

Well, at least I know you are safe.

Awaiting your return. =)

Sad… but still BELIEVING

God, even though this chance is not mine to have.

I thank You for showing me…

Stay happy after chocolate therapy. =)

Mission DESIRE

I want to go mission…

I want to go Haiti…

I saw the tweets, saw my ex-mission team mate going, heard that Carrisa being asked to go.

I want to go, but my sore throat and my job and most importantly my mum…

I don’t want her to worry…

The last 2 times I went, she said… if everytime there is a disaster, then you need to go ar?

She was angry and she was worried.

I understand, but God if this is Your will, let me go.

If not, I will not do anything beside praying and believing.

One day, I will be in full-time mission field.

I believe!

Missing Him

2nd day and my dear friend is still at Thailand.

He asked me not to think too much but guess he is right afterall, I did think.

Please, let Wednesday come faster.

But after that he need to start working.

Wonder will he be able to go for the Wedding Matrimony with me, given that he might need to work that Sat.

Aw… mixed feeling…

Start to miss him…

Today he flied off for a week.

And I starting to miss him.

He asked me not to think too much.

Maybe this is what he means?

I missed him liao and next week when he is back, he got to start working.

Hopefully after 3 months he found what he want.

=(

My HEART…

appreciated all that he had done and continue to do for me.

One week without him around, I won’t feel very comfortable.

And I know he won’t contact me…

I myself asked him not to.

And I just got this fear in me.

1st time I am like this…

God… helps me…

What a DAY with Her

She messaged me…

After half a year of no contact.

And the 1st thing I know, she want me to discernment her problem and give her advises.

Yet she refused to listen.

When will she see that this is for her?

Even leaders told her to rise up in Sound.

Why she so stubborn?

God I pray, please let her see it through.

I can’t continue to talk to her, it is making me depress too…